Lou Grant was my first love. As a 13 year old, I fantasized about him fucking Mary Richards. I found the fantasies much more efficacious when I removed Mary from them. I found them more efficacious still when I placed myself in the fantasy. It was then that I realized to my chagrin that my tormentors in 7th grade gym class were correct, that I was indeed a “fag”.
I did this series of masturbation drawings in a sketchbook I kept for that purpose between between December 1987 and October 1999.. I have since titled it “Erotic #7” (in that it was the 7th such sketchbook that I had kept since the late 70’s). There are about 20 drawings in this series, which kept me busy for a couple months in late 1987/early 1988. I placed myself in the fantasy, so the other character in the drawings is a somewhat idealized version of myself at the time.
